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entry 01 // who i am? (approximation)

Helloooo!! I'm Kaiku however I have a lot of nicknames given to me by many different people so dont be surprised if u see someone call me kookie...kuki...kai.. To many, I'm known as a massive chud nerd who just spends his time rotting at home, which is....accurate ^_^ I joined neocities back in like 2023 and been coding since like 2021 but I've alternated websites so many times because I choose different themes each time I wanna edit it but I still have emotional connections to them so I keep em lol, maybe I should make an archive but that would be reallllyyyy cringyyyy... My favourite character oat is Kaworu however I've always been more of a Shinji kinnie.

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entry 02 // Identity

If I had a pound for the amount of times I've been mistaken as a masc lesbian when I used to post myself on tiktok, I'd have 6 dollars. Which isnt a lot but its weird that its happened 6 times as a cis man. I'm a cismale who identifies as a boy but I honestly dont care what you call me cause honestly I dont really do labels I just have that label for the sake of labels -_- I also dont really identify with a sexuality...??? I always say I'm bisexual but I'd genuinely date anyone as long as I'm attracted to them lol

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entry 03 // Interests

This section is probably gonna be reallyyy long lol
My main thing is kpop, ask anyone whos close to me they'll tell you that I love kpop, I collect albums, photocards, have posters and make really bad and corny references to my favourite groups at any moment. My ults are loona (ALL REDEBUTS!!), Idle, and F(x) !! If you notice the common factor, is that theyre all ggs, I do stan some bgs but its just shinee mainly. I also loveeee reading!!! I'll probably make a review page where I review my favourite books or mangas but I LOVE reading!! I read mainly psychological horror, literature and fantasy!!!

Another thing I love is manhwas, novels, mangas...I love the visual pictures and could genuinely read a good one for hours! My favourite of all time is MLCD and I love angst..I think its so intimate and sad and its just so nice to read about...I also read all genres btw! I read straight, bl and gl. I also watch a lot of kdramas, My favourite of all time is extraordinary attorney woo as I was able to relate to moments in the show to the main character as someone who is neurodivergant and struggles with many social situations!

I dont really watch anime as for some reason its hard to watch sometimes for me because of pacing, (I have crunchyroll so I should rlly be abusing it and watching more animes) But I love evangelion and its probably my favourite oat, and then free, and probably aot, I dont really have a lot of animes I like to the level of evangelion but there are many animes I thought were pretty good such as madoka magica, gachiakuta, ouran host club...

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entry 04 // dislikes

Honestly I dont dislike anything more than TOMATOES! I HATE TOMATOES! I've been fooled so many times into eating tomatoes which has fueled my anger towards it even more and honestly I mildly dislike most things with a predominant tomato taste, for example I dont really like spaghetti because of the tomato taste but I'd still eat it, I ike ketchup as long as I have another condiment with it lol

I also dislike basic things such as racism....homophobia...ableism...but thats probably obvious =_= keep going forever ↓

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